Take off the military uniform (chase dream start)

Xinyu Author: This article was written on January 20, 2018, was not yet the direction of "three pages" of the storm did not reform, but I have not the "gyro" as the driving force behind the high-speed rotation.

So the idea started a year ago. In the previous year's senior appraisal, the head of Beijing said: I always wanted to recommend you to be a teacher. I said: I can't do anything about the children of the wrong person.

From the bottom of my heart, I am very grateful for the fire-fighting forces that have nurtured me.

In 28 years, my experience is a line, soldiers, squad leaders, students, platoon leader, deputy squadron leader, squadron leader, combat training staff, secret service chief, chief, detachment chief, deputy chief of staff, full stop.

When the military school graduated, the recommendation book suggested that my post was political and fire prevention, but after graduation, I had not engaged in these two tasks and had been dealing with soldiers in combat and training positions. I love my career and continuous learning. The highest degree is a master's degree in environmental engineering. The research direction is the pollution control of chemical disaster accidents.

Like Nietzsche's passage, "Don't climb up the mountain, don't stand at the foot of the mountain, stand on the hillside, the world's most beautiful." After eight years of service, I happened to be on the hillside of our army. I looked up at the glory of the hilltop and experienced the hardships at the foot of the mountain. Foot also!

I thought that when I received an order to take off my uniform, I would give up, but when I was really informed that I didn't have to go to work, I was very calm in my mind. I could even use the word "quiet" to describe it. I think this feeling is: conscience!

My career is over. Can my dream start?

Attached heroic and elegant military uniform photos, and military life is a farewell.

A

December 18, 2017, I went to the captain report to the office, I said, I want to retire, the head of a long silence, and then said, stay away it, the scenery here are the same, leaving just might be another round world!

January 5, 2018, I went to the Office of the Political Department, said written application for retirement, to you now! He said: Don't be impulsive. You should immediately adjust the cadres. You will be in reserve for several years. The democratic review will be ranked first and the round will be your turn. I said that for the job promotion, I did not ask any one of the leaders to talk me out, nor did I find any of my colleagues to say that I was able to enter the teacher's post for backup. This is my colleague's recognition of my work, and nothing more! I am content!

January 8, 2018, I went to the office the newly appointed political commissar, submitted the application for retirement. The commissar also said a little quietly. I've been observing you. I used to hear that you had a good writing and thoughts. When I went to the base that day, you introduced the relationship between combat and training. I discovered that you are so proficient in business. You can Think about it, report it first, you can get it back at any time, or consider taking a technical title! I said, I think about it for a year. Thank you for your concern. Then I got up and the political commissar got up and saluted me. I stood upright and reciprocated to the political commissar. Then I shook hands, opened my door, and I came back. The commissar looked over!

January 14, 2018, military academy classmates Lan Chan sent me to the airport, 13 years ago, I was Secret Service captain, he was the political commissar, his regiment commander retired two years ago, I asked, does anyone take tea after retirement Cool, inconstancy of feelings of the world, he said, in those years of the army, has been responsible for combat, clear water tricks, no exchange of interests with anyone, so that people can not talk about tea cooler, who did not owe it, who retired after that I don't owe it to me. I just think it's a pity you left the army. You're an officer. I said that we are a class of people who have been engaged in combat and training and are constantly on the run. Like search and rescue dogs, they are the first to bear the brunt of heavy and dangerous tasks. Usually, they do not sell sprouting tails. Instead of waiting for their natural elimination, it's better to go out on their own initiative. The return of Yijin is a high-profile life, and it is a low-key life. Or low-key!

B

The purpose of my trip is to the south, find a friend to chat and see what I do.

August 20, 2017, I received a number of mainland visitors, they read my article, "The Gap between China and the US fire" came to visit Xinjiang real fire firefighter training device described in my article. Among them was a handsome southerner known as Sheng Zong. He was gentle, deep-sighted, and thought-provoking. We talked very much and we stayed together. After they left Xinjiang, I received WeChat's WeChat. He said: Dongge, before coming, listening to your peers said that you are people and knowledge, this time has also made me deepen the desire to come to our company to do common cause, but also know that you have to promote, Plus I don't know your value choices, so I didn't dare to come forward! I said that there are many people behind the system who are doing business right now, so I wanted to leave the army early this year.

He said that after talking to you that day, my heart even had dark thoughts. I hope that if you can't improve, you can come to me sooner. After all, talent is rare.

I said, I will not work for you. If I retire, I can chat and drink tea and inspire each other.

He said that I don't want us to be hired, but we can cooperate. The idea of ​​rushing through time has not had time to exchange ideas, but one thing is very confident that I do not have the general purpose of profit-oriented thinking of ordinary businessmen or self-employed individuals.

After that chat, I searched the Internet for the name of the company he left for me. I was still surprised by the content on the Internet. He is the chairman of a well-known listed company and is four years younger than me. Online display is a well-funded technology company that focuses on technology development, industrial automation, machining, and logistics supply chain technology.

After that, we often chat with WeChat to discuss the same view of one thing.

November 9, 2017, Jinan, the National Search and Rescue dog contest. I said I was in Shandong. He said, I immediately flew. On that day, we both added his two assistants. Four people ended up talking from lunch to dinner. It is very good.

I told a story about combat effectiveness.

I said that the Huns were said to have three horses, one of which was a horse-riding ride, one was a Hummer on the back, and the other was a war-horse on the battlefield. These three horses are very important, but they usually go horses, and the mainstay of the Hummer is sweating. The status is high and there are many natural attentions. However, it is the battle horse that guarantees combat effectiveness. What did the Huns do when they were finally chased by the Han army? Because the Han people are not horseback races, but in order to cling to the land, not bullying, looking for good war horses, even the bones of the war horses to buy, because the hard bones of horses, to attract more war horses to ascend, to enhance Combat power. The Xiongnu people had been infighting for many times during the rule of Wen Jing. When the Han Dynasty showed a weak period, the Han Wudi expeditionary force appeared in the Hexi Corridor. The Huns had to deduce a “Bulky goose flying high and fleeing at night”. The history of the tragedy, and Han will be able to show "you want to ride light, snow full bow knife" heroic heroic. why? Because history tells us that horses, horses, horses, horses, cows, and cows are harder, and charge horses are irreplaceable.

The two assistants watched me worry, and Sheng was holding a cup and said, Dongge, I understand what you mean. For business warfare, corporate competition is talent competition. To train more assault horses! I think you are a "horse", open minded, educated and talented, and it is a shame to stay in the system to provide for the elderly.

I said, you look at me high. I'm just drinking tea in my flat. Actually, my dream is to open a bookstore, borrow it for the public for free, drink tea for friends, and chat, take a rest day, and find some records. Tong Dao’s friends can free up children in difficult circumstances to supplement their English and teach writing! You can also ask writers and calligraphers to come up with a free lecture! General Sheng said: What you want is a kind of life that is "no diners, no laughinges, no laughinges."

On this trip, the secretary took me into his office. He welcomed it and said, Dongge, you have finally come!

We sat down on the sofa. He tore the cigarette. We ordered the secretary to wash the tea and make tea, and then served tea. Indoor smoke is diffuse. Let's talk about some ways to achieve my ideal.

He said: Your ideal can basically be characterized as a dream, because if there is no economic foundation, everything can be reduced to zero.

He said that if he wants to come to the south, he has a well-preserved old yard in the park by the canal. At present, he is mainly used to drink tea and chat inside. He can help me achieve my ideal!

I said, I didn't think of working in the south. I had passed the age of passion and burnt. I was on a stage where I was old and I had a small time. I just wanted to know where I was going next.

C

The next day, I went to another city in the south, where I had a comrade-in-arms for many years. Now I am the owner of a well-known domestic company in the industry and I have three manufacturing factories. Because in the early morning of the next day, the comrades were going abroad to talk about a business. We could not communicate separately.

Before dinner, we briefly talked for a while. He said, "I want to take off the uniform. I said, I thought." He said that you should have thought clearly and gave you three suggestions. First, partnership, I will provide capital, provide plant and equipment, and you will do what I want to do. Profit will be 37, and you will be seven. Second, by lending you a sum of money and not interest, you do what you want to do and remember to pay back. Third, come to me, work together, and increase the annual salary. Then we said that we are friends and comrades. After leaving the army, you will understand that there is too much to do. You are not doing anything. Your sincerity is still worthy of respect. We are still friends.

I said that a big jealousy in shopping malls is to work for a friend. We still continue to be friends!

After dinner that day, his comrades were ready to go to the airport. His assistant, Chen, sent me to the hotel. Xiaochen chose to join the company after 18 years of military service . We chat on the road, Xiaochen said, Dongge, tell you a real story.

A few years ago, Chen Chen, who wasn’t promoted at all, led the office to report his thoughts. The leader was very polite. He had to learn how to be a person and talk very happily. Then he gave him a book on the table. The book is called "The Art of Giving Gifts." Chen doesn't like to read this type of business book, nor does he take it seriously. When he goes back, he immediately inserts it into the bookshelf. When he decided to retire, he found the book he had booked and then turned it around. Then he found a note in the book stating: "Age is a treasure, diploma is a reference, relationship is important, ability counts This time, Xiao Chen came to realize that these years, rushed to fight in the disaster scene, escaped several times, but always promoted hopelessly, resentful looked around the leadership The co-workers who turned became one of the reasons for their leadership.He took the book to the leadership office where he had sent the book to him and said goodbye. The leader looked at him and said, "This book was read, he said, only to see, the leader said." Later, I got up and took another book out of the bookshelf and gave it to him. The cover was a bald monk whose title was "Everything is the Best Arrangement." Chen told me when his story was a joke. I laughed out of tears.

D

Three days later, Xi'an, chatting with a political commissar of a former provincial corps who had retired for several years,

If the old leader hangs from the river, he is excited to speak about his glorious course in the army. The leader said that when he was young, his team had a good atmosphere. As long as he was able to work hard, the road was paved by his superiors, so he was the head of the team at the age of thirty-three. I asked when the morale of our troops deteriorated. He said that it was from the time that the porridge, which had originally been used to dig oil, was turned into a minister of public security, began to make our unit that should have been stronger stronger. We were originally a subordinate department of the Provincial Public Security Bureau, and the rank was still behind. Nine, because it is active, the result is that many provinces are highly qualified to major generals. Major General, always placed in the wrong position, but also always think of himself as Altman to save the world, engage in innovation, righteousness are dare to embrace, and dare to do things.

I said that the new round of institutional reform is to get back to the prototype and continue to be a place. Doing things is good for the country.

He said that in the past few years, the atmosphere of some provinces in the Mainland has indeed become a problem. One year, one leader has risen high and he has bid farewell to his speech on the stage. He said: "I will not take away a cloud." However, the following brothers whispered that the old guy did not take a cloud, but took all the money from the brothers. After that, we laughed.

Then, he said, the senior leaders who have served in these years have only admired Chen Jiaqiang, a good leader who is really good at doing things. However, General Chen was eventually pushed out of business. Over the past few years, in some localities, there have been few management personnel in the fields of promotion and political work and management, and there are fewer cadres in educational posts. The number of cadres in such positions as fire prevention and logistics has also changed. For the military, the most important thing is "loyalty and trust." Loyalty should be loyal to the party and the people, but in some people's eyes, it becomes a loyalty to the superiors in the workplace. Trust is the trust of ability and quality, but in the course of the boss's operation, it turns into a trust in the values. This is the process of eliminating good currency by bad money.

Separately, the old leader said that Dong Zi, I often read the articles you wrote. It is true, grounded, and persistent. The troops need you who dare to speak the truth.

I said that I applied for retirement.

He froze for a moment, sighed and said, so be it. Enjoy the glory that our country has brought us! What we cherish is this military uniform that brings glory to us. Since we have decided it, we will happily take off our military uniform.

E

After leaving the plane and snow, I didn't find someone to pick up and queued up for hire at the airport. 35 yuan arrived home. This is what life was like, 35 yuan can be completed, why must face to find someone to pick and choose, I have to adapt to the solitude of walking in the rain.

The next day, he got up, sold off, and went to work by point. He received a call from a buddy on the grass-roots unit.

He said that Dongge, I heard that when you handed over the report, you left and did not come to work. I said, how is it possible that the report is my personal choice and that leaving and leaving is the choice of the organization. Over the years, the organization was not thin to me. If it weren’t for military uniforms, I couldn’t imagine what I could do. All my life experiences and personal connections have been completed in the army. Therefore, I have to stick to my post and wait for the decision of the organization. Just took a five-day leave to go out for a while, for so many years, just took time off at the time of marriage, and did not ask for leave at other times. The leader told me that I could leave on leave and consider the issue of leaving and staying . Not to mention the last few years. I don't care about the last time.

He said that Dongge, this is the consciousness and qualities cultivated for many years!

Returning to the office, the melodious bugle and the high-spirited military song no longer ignite my passion. I have passed the age of top-notch ambition. In these years, I paid for my youth because I never questioned my beliefs, so I got more than I paid for. For the family, they missed too much time for reunion. They lacked too much. For the profession, they did their best. At the same time, the profession created me. For life, no regrets! In the 28- year military career, I adhered to my professional ethics. In the face of danger, I once dared to avoid it, but I did not shrink back.

The “A Brief History of the Future” writes: Humans have basically overcome hunger, disease, and warfare, and the next topic of concern is how to make yourself happy and always happy.

As always, I read documents, sign reports, meet, attend duty, write experiences, go to the restaurant for free lunch, talk to colleagues about the prospect of reform, live in a strong country, and survival is not a problem for us. The shackles of stability and security are slowly killing my morale.

Immediately after the fire reform is completed, we will give up the post and give the young people a hope. This is my last blessing to the troops!

At this moment, I was already at a loss of heart, waiting for an order and taking off my uniform.

The author of this article Li Dong, reprinted from WeChat public number: Mingge said fire.